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    April 28

    i am here again

    well been some time since last I was here and that is because there is not much news to tell except went to toronto and did not stay long enough and that sucked but the other thing was had a party and all my reletives and friends that lived up there came over to see me and we forgot to take pictures   that sucked too and not because of no cam had two of them plus a video cam as well    dont know what we were thinking'   oh/ well   too sorry too late now.    came home then back to work and helped a friend find a lawyer to stop the losers from trying to take him to the cleaners   was told give her nothing else    wish he would listen ...  she and he deserve nothing   the scum balls ....  nothing... they are losers and want everything another worked for and paid for too  ... but , that is what scum balls do ....   she is such a loser.... now she brainwashes all who come in contact with her into her way of thinking , too bad he is so brain dead .....  but guess that is the  lords way of making him pay for his  past  hurt he has made   others in his life  go through ....he is gonna get a tasted of what he deserves finally and that is why he was not allowed to die.... that would be too easy and he needs to feel pain,  the same pain he bestowed on others,  so my conculusion is that he was not meant to die he was meant to go down a hard and hurting road and whether or not he knows it yet he will,  I am sure.   Will I feel sorry for him ?    probably!!!!    does he deserve me too ?   no he does not !!!!    will he ever say he is sorry ???   probably not !!!!!    but , for his own sake mabey he will and mabey that will be all that will save his sorry ass from rotting in hell and if he don't then he will have made his bed  !!!!    why do  I  even care ????  sure as hell he does not care not about me  or   my family,  and worst than that,   his own family , even tho he pretends he does ,      actions speak louder than words ...  and,  so far,  his actions show he only cares for him self and whatever he thinks he got there ....   now,  as for me ,    well !!!I am gonna try and put the asshole out of my mind and will do that whatever way it takes , and , whatever action will make it all go away   and i mean that !!!!!   funny,  I do not as yet even know what action that will be .... have few ideas,  but , so far  nothing has been done... but it will,  believe me.... as my personality will not allow me to just blow it all off ....  wish I could be that way,  but as I said about him , you are what you are and you cannot change spots on a lepoard  ... unfortunately,  I come under that category as well....   no exceptions cause it is me ,      so , I probably will not let it go till I get revenge ..... ashamed to say that , but,  it is what it is and I am what I am....    as I say in my prophile  ,  My life someday will be once again fullfillled and his life one day will be that of regret and he will deserve it every last  unhappy moment he has yet to come to him ....   I guess I will end this now   with the saying i say most .....GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT ....nite maggie sonic
    April 07

    sick people

    well here I am again , angry and annoyed as hell ....   I cannot believe the gall of some people especially sick Darlene ,  Imagine ,  now i am not allowed to go anywhere in this city for fear of running into them  .... correct me if I am missing something ....   I am not the one who is having a sleezy affair .....I am not the one driving a car without a licence ......  I am not the one who has all day to just not work and drive around.....  I am the one who works all day and when I get off have chores to do ,...  but heaven forbid,  if I run into the arseholes on the road , for fear of getting a camera stuck in my face ....  the gall .....there he is driving without a licence , probably pill popped to death , or,  who knows mabey even under the influence.....   and they have the gall to take my picture cuz I let them out of an intersection  that their nose was  stuck out in the road..... I seen them around same time they spotted me had to let them out, even if felt like going through side of them but did only what I would have done for anyone even if they are scum , so like anyone else would I then proceeded to drive behind them going down charlotte street  and lo and behold she  put her arms up in air and made sure I seen this  camera and started to  take my pic as I am driving,   imagine that one,  what were they suggesting , God,  I am smart,  heaven only knows , but come on now I do not have eyes around bends and corners I had no idea they were there  ......As I already said,   I am  coming down charlotte street from the post office mailing a letter,  and when 
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     approaching a parking driveway  area,  here they were  coming from it with nose stuck out on charlotte street so safest way was to let them out as really I  did not want my car smashed by an unlicenced driver and have to go through a  whole bunch of bullshit with unsatisfied judgement if he hit me   cause her mouth was going a mile a min probably telling him to go ahead so she could take my pic  and if I know him he probably wanted no part of that but from what I am hearing about her that is what she is all about and loves turmoil but  thought best to have him in front of me so I not worry about him and his driving  not even imagining she would be pulling a stunt like she did with a camera so she could annoy me  and now,  guess I am the bad one cuz that action annoyed me and was  a  big mistake  for the two of them cuz then I did stay behind them and called police to stop him from driving with no licence  and my action was only because she once again tryed to upset me...   soon as he seen two police cars approaching he stopped and when I got out of car to tell him I was making a  citizen arrest because she chose to take my pic  after me letting him out   of driveway , he then stepped on the gas and practically run me over when he heard what i had to say   imagine he even had the gall to run the cops    I do not know if they got him or not but I really dont care.  Now they watching for that car they have licence plates  owner name and his name too and they know that she  knows he not a legal driver   and they will be on the lookout for him in the future .....  good enough for him ....   he asked for it ....so if he choses to allow her to try and make me miserable  by her silly actions  believe me I will have the last say   and he know it.... so he better stop her from harassing me any further and I am not going to avoid going places for the fear of running into them   I suggest they just stay home in the future if they can"t handle seeing me out there...... it"s their guilt,  not mine , I did not do anything....   cant say same for them tho  .....  imagine taking my pic cause I behind them..... since when do they own the roads   or stores or banks or where ever I may chose to be  so heaven forbid I did not know I that popular that she wants my picture  I shure as hell dont want hers but now that I realize it I will take my camera for next time he drives the car tho ...two can play that silly game ....but I dont really know if i imbarresse myself going around with a camera in my hand    lol   lmao   maggie gotta go now need to puke