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October 19 con artistwell this week did not work as hard but am tired as tho I had .....not sure why .,,,,,old mabey as on the 16th had yet another birthday and as for my way of thinking birthdays may come and may go but nothing that will excite me anymore as only thing I can relate to is getting older much older lol .....Now that the elections are over I am so happy that Mayor John Morgan got in again not that I thought that he would not have as he is the man and I am happy there are a lot of capers that realize that and by the way he got 85 percent of the vote so what does that tell ya surely it speaks for itself yayaya now for that other piece of shit well as I was in the sobeys store yesterday shopping for tulip bulbs who arrives on the scene... old tired and haggard looking and shabby as wel.....l his hair was standing up on end as tho he just been sleeping all day long..... I was glad to see him as I did need to talk to him as I do not have a phone no and that con nut he is with makes it impossible for me to go personally to his home even tho it is his apartment...i approaced him with just the guy I need to talk to and he ignorantly turned away from me making a comment about was i following him even tho he entered the store that ZI was already in ....lol ,,,......imagine.....in a cranky and irrate voice he replys to me what do you want I wanted my sons expensive fishing rod and reel that he loaned him when he lived with me and he was wanting to go fishing so my son down visiting for weekend being the nice kind of guy he is went out to his car and got his good rod and reel and loaned it to him said he would get it back next time in town ....he denied ever having it even tho I myself upon returning his stuff and thinking the rod was his personally passed it to him and he took it from my hands.... now he says that never happend!!!!!!!!!shocked I am .... what on earth has ever become of this man the one I though I knew he continued to try and walk from me but being me that was not about to happen so I continued to demand that he talk to me telling him to ask her and I did not refer to her as her that does not suit what she stands for and I asked him to stop her from going after what is not belonging to her as she an yu did enough damage to me and her x sleeping with you in his home while he out to sea .....shame on you ....... now she looking to take what he is paying for lol.......what a joke.... her, without a pot to piss in except for her personal belongs and furniture that all the other men in her life bought her in all her short relationships and trail of destruction ,,,,, I told him if he did not put end to all of this I make him sorry as I can destroy him financially or at least put him on notice for an investagestation and of course he as cocky as I expected him to be because its all about their poorness and their greed for trying to take from others to help themselves this is really not the man I though I knew but lord only knows mabey it was and if not she has brainwashed and controlled him to the point that he gives in right or wrong so only reply from him was she gonna sue me why does that not surprise me i told him to bring it on would welcome the opportunity to expose her in public... oh well power to them but believe me I will make him sorry he did not stand up and stop her nonsense as that man is a nice person and does not deserve what she is trying to do not that she will have it her way as no judge will not ever rule in her favor..... the things in her letter tells how much of a nut she really is .........its not that easy for these type of persons such as her can do and get away with things anymore and judges will see through her clearly just by what is in her letters enough about that now I am going out to jimmys and gonna help him with his rebut to all her acquasations good luck bitch and sorry for you my sweet one you need to stop her or esle it will come back to haunt her and you as well and you will be miserable .....you both did more than your share of hurting others already enough is enough now I will go for now maggie is too upset to talk anymore about this nonsense October 13 happy thanksgiving day to all out therewell guess i need to wish all of you HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAY and hope your belly gets full of the turkey thing as for me I served enough of it at my job yesterday that i had my full of it so i am not doing the turkey thing besides that the cook got contracted out by the con and guess he is doing the cooking there so i guess I will do without lol every which way lol lol lol better than crying I guess......had a good nite sleep after almost 65 hours of work put in this week so my body was definetly broke down at this point so all I did was finally sleep all nite and this morning got up at 6 am as i am slept out . Don't really know what i am up to today kind of feel quilty did not cook turkey for my family but my heart not into it nor my body I was exausted so i just dismissed the thought out of my mind now I feel bad but never the less don't even have a turkey so can't do much about that now can I so just forget it pam there are reasons for everything and the reason is don't have a turkey and don't think they would appreciate bolonga. I think mabey i go out and have a coffee lol i must be bored and lonely and yes am both of that and I am trying not to think of it but I do .......mabey something interesting as boring as I am might be at the timmies waiting for just someone like me lol jjust kidding and wishful thinking too as if there were I probably would thumbs down o n him if he looked like tom cruz well worked lots of hours got lots of money now need to think about paying lots of bills no good in my pocket while paying lots of interest now is there/ good thing I have this space to talk to as only for my son rod I do not have any or many to talk to anymore people in my life have their own life and rightly so it's not their fault my life has be destroyed I only wish for someday to be able to say that the feeling and hurt I am going through will someday go back to the cause of this and that is mean but that is how I feel now I think I will get dressed and go for that coffee and from there well who knows even the stores are closed mabey I get into the licor cabinet lol no one here now to drain it anymore mabey its getting stale oh by the way he is drinking wine does he not think that can hurt especially the way he can put it away but he drinks it home so he thinks he can fool everyone else into thinking he is reformed lol not never now maggie needs to go was hopingto go on a happy note but as usual back to what this space is all about but soon I will travel and mabey who knows mabey maggie says good day and enjoy all out there and have one or two for me or three smiles October 12 thanksgiving daywell well well three am and its thanksgiving morning and i have to work at 5 am but as usual cannot sleep I guess I have a lot to be thankful for but somehow I cannot content myself that way I do have four lovely grandaughters and three grandsons and two grown grandkids my son and wife gave meaning to in this life and two great grandkids as well but that is where the buck stops no no no I have five sons as well and daughter in laws but again that is it I have two nice cars and a pretty nice house what more would you want says others ya what more mabey some one who treats me with respect and wants me for me that is wht I want no that is what I dont want anymore cause I travelled that road and all it ever got me was heartache and sorrow so here I am up and cant sleep even tho I put more than sixty hours of work in the past seven days and more to come tomorrow mean today as i have to work as my coworker is recovering from an annerism and I got the nerve to say what have I got to be thankful for Oh God what am I really saying .........had a junior high class reunion at my house this week and had some great fun reminising with them and looking at all the pictures when worries were not even thought of then it was all about being a kid and having fun we laughed had guitar and signing from one of our classmates had lots of food and yes booz as well ......my friend from those days home to see her brother who is not got long for this world and she stayed with me and that is why we had the get together just wish there was more time to have contacted others who are still here to attend too but mabey next time as we had lots of fun and that is just what I need to mabey realize there more important things in life than just sitting and pondering over that loser who turned his back on me when I was there for him and was always there for him till he did not need me anymore cuz guess grass greener in another direction for him often wonder is it tho......it's not fair that I feel as tho I am the only one who is unhappy;.....and I will never know I guess and that is why I cannot sleep thinking and wondering if he is sorry for what he did to me but probably not as people like that have no heart........it is now 4.03 and in hour and half my time call will be coming in for me to get up mabey I go and try and relax cuz I know I need my energy it is really going to be busy today at work and i need to be on the ball i usually am no matter how tired I should be but I hardly ever sleep and if I do its when I should be awake like around ten to about twelve and that finishes me as then I wake and things go through my mind like you would not believe I hate my self for my mind as sometimes my thoughts are not exactly things i am proud to say that I am thinking but how do you stop thinking just because you know you should ''''''''maggie needs to lay down now hope I dont sleep in as that is when I seem to go into a deep sleep when I should be up HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE AND PLEASE PRAY FOR ME TO START BEING HAPPIER October 01 gossipGOSSIP what would we all do without it especially if it's talking about someone other than ourselves. how can you be seen somewhere that you were no where near but some how i was and i guess I was the talk of the town that nite ....well I don't give a rats ass what they amuse themselves with at my expense cause i know the truth and would not waste my precious time going somewhere I was not wanted or welcomed and I know whoever started those rumors it was part of underminding me again as that is the only thing that will make them all happy as their lives are about deceit and lies and hurting others just because and it tells me something ,,,,,,,if you have nothing better to do in your life then you must lead a very boring life and lonely too .....I would rather be lonely from hurt than from hateful ways but I will say this if i was there I would not hide I would have made my presence known but I was not sorry to bust all the bubbles I have more class than that sides I would only make him think he is all that and he is none of that .....so sorry guys its not all about you people I rather be alone and lonely than to lower myself to that extent maggie needs to leave now as i could get very nasty and may say things I will be sorry for later so fuck off now and just go find other gossip to entertain yourselves with maggie going 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